Playing Larsen's Fiction

Playing Passing

Playing since: November 1, 2018

Maybe I am my characters…

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You don’t quite realize it when you sit down to write how gratuitously masochistic it can be. You sit down and really, what you have to work with is the history and memorialized record of your own self and all that compounds it; the trauma, the insecurity, the doubt, the rejection. The writing, in an… View More

O, the drama!

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Please Irene, I am not some deity. “Fearlessness” int he face of race would presume that I have confronted it in such a way that I myself have beat it and passed it. Far from true. You have ruined nothing; literature itself, the words on the page may be black and white, but nothing else… View More

You’ve got to let go

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Irene, darling, you’ve got to let go. Stop beating yourself up. That was the old Irene. You’re beautiful and you threw everything I wanted away, because you thought I wanted you to. I didn’t want you to do that. I only wanted you to pass maybe on the weekend or so, so that I could… View More

Mary Rennels’s Doubts

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Maybe I’m wrong…? Maybe I just don’t get the point? I have just read Alice Dunbar-Nelson‘s review of Passing… and I am shocked, puzzled, and deeply unsettled. How can she, one of my idols, a person whose work I admire and look up to come to such a different conclusion? To her, this book fully… View More

I pushed Clare, Clare pushed me, I passed

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I’m an old woman now. I’ve done and seen so much. I’m afraid to die. I don’t know what’s waiting for me… I’ve done some vile things. After Clare died, after I killed her I mean, Brian fell in a dark depression. I think he really was having an affair with Clare. He left me… View More

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Yes, I am the best of you

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I am the best of you because you gave me a freedom other characters in your novel don’t have. You freed me from the need to wish for normative heterosexual relationships. You freed me from attaching importance to the convention of a nuclear family ruled by a man. And you freed me from thinking I… View More

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Dear Mary Rennels,

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Thank you for expressing your thoughts. What you said struck a chord in me because for a long time I didn’t think about the political implications of what I chose to do, and by the time I started thinking about them it seemed too late, for I felt trapped in the false life I had… View More